tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55034274947261130222024-03-14T11:11:51.828+08:00SWEET REVENGELemme mark it with a BANG !Jillian ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/11263602151974461368noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5503427494726113022.post-62223550078751227962010-03-11T15:50:00.000+08:002010-03-11T15:53:13.250+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>SOMETHiNG CREEPY. :'((</b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>Have you experienced something creepy that lead you to cry all night? :'( Made you look like a fool that not everybody believes you? Have you heard hair-rising stories that moved you all of a sudden down to your nerves? Have you received a call from someone? or should I say, no one....</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>It was a tiring Wednesday for a typical nursing student like me. I was in school for the whole day (10am-7pm) and my last subject is Swimming Class so I was really over strain. As I went home, I ate a bit for my dinner then went straight to my room to have a rest. Minutes later, I decided to go online to check my Facebook Account.</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><i><b>*browsing. browsing. mouse down. mouse up*</b></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><i><b>*check online chatters. eyes scrolling down*</b></i></span><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>**My friends' Name** --- online</b></span></i><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>I clicked her name to chitchat with her to ask her something. But I never expect that there will be something</b><s><b> creepy</b></s><b> that will happen next...</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>We were busy chatting with each other and talking about unfinished business about our friend's problems. </b><i><b>Bla. Blah. Blah..</b></i></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: ano kaya mgandang ipost para dun?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: Anong para dun? </span></b><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">blah. blah blah.</span></b></i><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>(Sorry If I can't tell what we are discussing about. Sorry for the blah-blah's..)</b></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: Dun, sa gngwa nila.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: icp ako. w8. haha</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: ok cge2 hahahaha</span></b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>As I think of any status that my friend will post to her wall, my phone suddenly rings. (I used to place my phone wen I'm Facebooking, near the laptop. In other words, I can see in just glimpse if there's a message or if someones calling.)</b></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">olfu.****. Calling........</span></span></b><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>(I have in my phonebook her contact Image so as she calls, her contact image clearly and widely appeared on my screen.)</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>It was like 10seconds or something so I assume tat it was not just an intentional missed call but a phone call already. So I pick my phone *detaching my phone on my laptop, connected via USB.*</b></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: "ui, adiik ! Bakit ka tmtwag ??"</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">(silence. JUST PURE SILENCE)</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: " *calling my friend's name* anu kea un!!!"</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">(silence..)</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">-END CALL-</span></b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>I was kind'a annoyed by the call, cos she's the one who's calling me then she'll hang up.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>So I chat again with her,</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>(She's waiting for me to reply back on my last message that i'll be thinking for her status.)</b></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: adk !bt bnba mo > :))</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: tmtwg kb?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: ikaw ang tmtwag :))haha! hala ! nasagot ko! my goodness! :p</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: adik hnd aq tmtwg sau nuh,,,adik</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me:tngnan mo load mo ! nbwasan na. sa globe :p:p</span></b><br />
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</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>While I'm teasing her about her load, i already send the status.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: adik hnd kta tntwagn kc nsa caha ung cp q s kwarto</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me:halaaa ! my goodness ! sino ung tumawag *friend's name*. :O:O</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">kinilabutan ako bgla !</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: hala ewn q..adik bka hnd aq</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me:ikaw,! panagalan mo ! ska nag;appear mo mukha mo sa screen ko</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">tngnan mo kse ung globe mo.</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">natakot aq. adka ! mag isa lplng nmn ako sa room q :((</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>(i will not edit the typographical errors , it's a copy paste from the real ChatBox. I copy paste it this morning as I was able to retrieve the Chat history we had yesternigtht.)</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: adik,nta2kot aq punta s kwarto q,,adik tlga 2</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>(She was on their sala. They are only 2 in the house that night. And the one she's with is lying on the couch of their sala as well, deeply asleep so it was really impossible for someone to call me.)</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: asan kba naun ??mjo mtagal ee. 7seconds. tas nagsasalita aq, wlng smsgot !</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: d2 s sala adik</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: aw. asan si *the one she's with.*?</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: and2 s set c ****. tulog,adik nito!</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me:oo nga . promise! tningnan mo nb cp mo na globe?promise tlga ** :(( ntatakot n nmn ako. hayy</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>She's not replying.. In an unknown manner, with a strange feeling, I feel like someones staring at me. *As im doing this blog, there's still the strange feeling I felt last night. Sheez!*</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>After maybe a couple of minutes, she replied.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: hala adik tinignan q,ndial k nga....pnu nangyari un,gussshhhh..m22log n aq.ntkot aq !</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me:di mo ba tlga ko nidial ? :((</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: hnd nga promse...nsa kwarto cp q,kya nga ngtka aq nung sv m tumatwag aq ee,kcaht n nga kta ee!</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me:kaya nag ee.. sino un ? :(( tang i**! kinikilabutan ako ! :((</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: ginising q nga c ****. ee,cnv q mga snsv m hnd cia nani2wla..putiik mtu2log n aq</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: Cge..ppakita ko sau rcvd,call ko sa monday. tangi*a tlga!</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: ...cge,pti aq nta2kot d2 adik k ee....hnd tlga aq un...</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: geh na. ayoko na paguspan . tulog na sila lht :(( ako lng sa kwarto q. shit!</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: ok,pkita m s monday ha...</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: opo :(( naiiyak na ko :(( pmnta ko sa kwarto nila, tulog na sila :((. huhu</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Friend: hala adik,tu2log n aq,ntakot dn kc aq ee..hnd nmn kta tiwagn kc ee.geh n</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">Me: cge po :((</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
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</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>I don't know what to do next. I think of all possible things that can happen to me that night, or to the next coming days as I received the call from an unknown caller. (Because my friend is unclaiming that she's the one who called me.)</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>I played loud && happy songs with an extreme volume. I don't care if I my granny wake up. It's a good thing if she does. But she didn't. They didn't. :((</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>So I decided to go to their room. I lay my perplex existence at their bed. Mind- floating, frightened, daunted.. crying... vulnerable.. :(</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>All i can do is to cry. Think of other things that can make my mind disturbed from a tiresome clash of my mind && soul.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><b>I'm <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">afraid</span>. I'm <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">naked</span>.</b></span></div>Jillian ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/11263602151974461368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5503427494726113022.post-15852579463121496032010-03-08T01:37:00.000+08:002010-03-08T01:43:38.612+08:00<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">STIGMATIZED</span></span></span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">After ng last blog ko, marami na naman nangyari sa buhay ko. Pero dahil nga sa napangako ko na sa 2nd blog ko, ieexplain ko kung bakit ganun ung header ko, well fine . :)</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><i>"SWEET REVENGE"</i></span></span></span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><i>Lemme mark it with a BANG! >:)</i></span></span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Nung una, naisip ko is "<i>From a Chunk</i>" since lahat naman ng mailalagay ko dito galing sa utak ko. Pero, I doubt na lahat nga. Dahil karamihan siguro manggagaling din s puso ko. Though I'm a Sophomore nursing student at alam ko na wala naman talga kinalaman ang PUSO sa pag'iisip ng isang tao lalo na kapag may kinalaman yun sa PAGMAMAHAL at galing naman tlga yun sa Hypothalamus ng utak natin, makikiuso na lang din ako. :D</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">(kunwari, PUSO ang nakakaalam ng mga nilalagay ko dito. HAHA!)</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">So, I came to another concept. I thought of something na mpapa'back'off ung reader. :D Masisindak kumbaga. :)) Then I came up with this header </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f4cccc;">"Sweet Revenge."</span></span></b><br />
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<div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">"To see how you survived & how truly happy</span></i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">you have become without them</span></i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">-- that's the SWEETEST REVENGE</span></i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">to those people who have hurt you"</span></i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
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</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Yan ung naging inspiration ko para gumawa actually not for the header only, but for my whole blog. I got that message from a College classmate, since then, napaisip ako, sa sobrang dami ng karanasan ko sa mga kaibigan ko, at sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin, hindi na maiiwasan na talagang may nakasakit sakin.</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">- through this blog, that sweet revenge will find it's way to those people that hurt me deep down my heart. To those people who unselfishly spoke things that stabbed me to death, for those crying nights, and for all the heartaches ...</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: right;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">Sweet Love.</span></i></b></div><div style="text-align: right;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">Jillian <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal;">♥</span></span></i></b></div>Jillian ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/11263602151974461368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5503427494726113022.post-37762962845551886942010-03-06T08:38:00.000+08:002010-03-06T08:41:12.124+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(204, 204, 204); line-height: 20px; font-family:'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif;font-size:small;"><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">INTIMIDATION</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(53, 28, 117); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> VS. </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">PASSION</span></span></i></span></span></span></b><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(61, 133, 198); ">Women are insecure in nature.</span></b></span></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;color:yellow;"><b>*wink*</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 217, 102); "><b>Di ko alam pano ko sisimulan tong</b></span><s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 217, 102); "><b> FiRST BLOG</b></span></s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 217, 102); "><b> ko. xDHAHA. After so many years. As in YEARS ! :O Naun na lang ulet ako nagkaron ng Time @ passion gumawa ng Blog. Ndi ko alam (at the 1st place) bakit gumawa na naman ako ng blog.</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); "><b>I have a blog on my Friendster Account yesteryears ago.. At kasabay ng pagkalaos ng FS. ndi ko na rin xa nabisita. :) Hahaha !</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(241, 194, 50); "><b>Naengganyo lang ata ako gumawa ng Blogspot. eh dahil sa kagustuhan ko na magkaron ng acct. sa ibang site? Pero di rin. Ang babaw. :D Aah! Dahil ata nainggit ako sa bunso kong anak (not by blood though, para ko na nga xang anak :D). Nakita ko blog acct nia then i realize, nawala completely ung passion ko magsulat, at mag'express ng mga nararamdaman ko day by day.</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(53, 28, 117); "><b>Nung sa blog ko dti, naalala ko pa, sinasabi ko dun kung ano nangyari saken at sa crush ko nung araw na yun. kung ano ung mga latest addiction ko na korean movies. Gawd! pati un, nwala na saken. :(</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(53, 28, 117); "><b>I can't even watch Television.</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b>Bottom Line.</b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(53, 28, 117); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:x-large;"><b>GANiTO PALA PAG NURSiNG STUDENT.</b></span></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b>:(</b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b>Teka, nawala ata ako sa topic? :D</b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b>Bakit nga ba tlga ako gumawa ng BLOG?</b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(224, 102, 102); "><b>1.) Nainggit talaga ako!</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(224, 102, 102); "><b>2.) Namiss ko to ee.. :(</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(224, 102, 102); "><b>3.) It's time para masabi ko na talaga lahat ng nararamdaman ko. For months, I suppressed watever I feel. Sa family ko, sa mga kaibigan ko, sa buhay ko, at sa buhay ng ibang tao na naging malaking parte ng buhay ko.</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(76, 17, 48); "><b>Saka ko na papaliwanag kung bakit</b></span></span></div></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(76, 17, 48); "><b>ganun ung header ko. xD</b></span></span></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;color:#4C1130;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;color:#4C1130;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: right;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;color:#4C1130;"><b><i>Sweet love,</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: right;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;color:#4C1130;"><b><i>Jillian <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:11px;">♥</span></i></b></span></div></div></span>Jillian ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/11263602151974461368noreply@blogger.com0